andhiswife: (melancholy)
And now the Poldarks are gone.

She doesn't even know how to process the losses anymore. She doesn't know why she's still here. How much more is she supposed to bear, exactly? There has to be a precise point where this all stops being worth the trouble. Hasn't she passed it, yet? Or is she still meant to believe this epilogue is some sort of generous gift, far better than an abrupt and undignified ending at the bottom of a cliff? Because she honestly doesn't know, anymore. She doesn't know if she wants a second chance if this is all that will come of it.

She especially doesn't know why they've left her the bloody house. She sits on the stoop, staring down at the keys in numb disbelief, and it's only because her friend wanted this that she can convince herself that this, too, isn't some kind of cruel joke.

Demelza would never be cruel. Not to her, not now.

Well. Not on purpose. Part of her can't help but wonder if this was something decided before Sam's disappearance, and they just hadn't got round to updating the paperwork. That would make sense. More sense than the thought of her knocking about what is unmistakably a family home with just a dog for company. It's absurd. What is she supposed to do with it all?

Go in would be the logical first step, but she hasn't yet worked up the nerve. After helping them move in, and visiting on several occasions, she has too clear an idea of how it ought to be. Not empty. Not silent. And certainly not hers.

Date: 2017-09-17 05:30 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] modern_alpha
modern_alpha: (Loss)
The emptied Poldark house was not terribly far from his own and Biffy had gone to check on it. It was such a handsome thing, made to accommodate a family that was bound to grow. But now, it was empty, as desolate as the farm house before he'd accepted it as his permanent residence. Though it had come to grow with warmth, he knew that the first moments were the worst.

"Greta," he said, catching sight of her by the door. She looked sad and lost and Biffy hurried to join her. "Greta, my dear, are you all right?"

Date: 2017-09-17 08:03 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] modern_alpha
modern_alpha: (Quite underdressed)
He didn't begrudge the long moment it took for Greta to answer. Loss was painful and all-consuming and there was very little that could rouse a person from sadness. He knew as much from Victoria herself, who had elevated grief to an art form. Though he hoped Greta wouldn't succumb to such a complete heartbreak, he understood her distance now.

"Because they wanted you to have it," he said. "The way that Scott left his house to me." Though he loved that house, he still remembered its emptiness, the conspicuous lack of its real owners.

Date: 2017-09-18 06:08 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] modern_alpha
modern_alpha: (Default)
"Pardon," Biffy said as a means of warning Greta before he actually put his arms around her. It wasn't terribly proper but propriety could hang when she was so obviously distressed. He kept her in the hug for a good long moment, knowing there was no instant balm for what hurt her but trying to offer comfort all the same.

"I know it's hard," he assured her, leaning back from the hug. "Inheriting a place meant for a family when you're alone. You needn't stay at the house until you're ready, or at all." Loss was a common thread of life in Darrow and if she were to decide it was simply too painful to do anything but put the house on the market, only the most heartless person wouldn't understand.

His own home wasn't such a far walk away and Biffy glanced in the direction of the farmhouse. "Would you like to come back to my home for a little while? Get your bearings?"

Date: 2017-09-20 06:29 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] modern_alpha
modern_alpha: (Default)
"Anytime," he said, putting all the sincerity he had behind the single word. Wolves weren't the only creatures that needed packs, companions. Greta had just lost so many of those dear to her that Biffy thought it all the more important to know that he and his home were at her disposal if only she wanted them.

Gently, he patted the hand that rested on his arm and made to stand. "If you'd like, there's a spare bedroom still. You could stay a night or two if you needed. Or we can have tea and let you have your evening."

Date: 2017-09-24 03:27 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] modern_alpha
modern_alpha: (Default)
Biffy waited for Greta to get her bearings. There was a stiffness in the way she held herself that made Biffy wonder just how long it was that she'd been sitting there. Politely, he didn't ask, but he did pat the hand on his arm reassuringly, hoping to let her known that there was nothing to worry about with him.

"I don't imagine Sadie would like the farmhouse very much, or else I'd invite you both," he said. Between the werewolves and the cat, he didn't think even Daine's good influence would have much effect. "But we'll have a nice long tea."

Date: 2017-09-24 07:05 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] modern_alpha
modern_alpha: (Cornflower)
Dogs were always hard to guess. Some of them saw Biffy as a packmate and some of them saw him as an outsider. He found it best not to aggravate the latter too much for everyone's sake. And even if Greta's poor dog survived the presence of two werewolves, two shapeshifters, and Pawvus, there was still Kitten. He wasn't even sure if Greta had met the little dragon.

"They're well. I hesitate to speak of my fortunes given the house we left but as you know, it's not so dreadfully empty as it used to be. Daine and Amalthea are there, as is my–" He paused, clearly still a little unused to using the modern term so casually for someone as important as Randolph Lyall. "My dear Professor Lyall."

Date: 2017-09-26 05:15 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] modern_alpha
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He caught that look and Biffy frowned apologetically. He hadn't meant to cast Greta's thought toward her own case of "dreadfully empty" but there had been no way to circumvent mentioning it to answer her question. Biffy only hoped she could easily be so lucky and find someone to share her space.

At least mention of Randolph seemed to truly distract her. Biffy let himself smile at the thought of Greta sitting down to tea with Randolph and quietly interrogating him. She was hardly as autocratic as Alexia Maccon but Biffy suspected Greta was absolutely capable of being stern enough to disquiet a man.

"Perhaps you could wear the scarf I gave you last Christmas, so that he knows you are an especial friend," he teased gently.

Date: 2017-09-30 06:35 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] modern_alpha
modern_alpha: (Tea with Alexia)
That mention, at least, had the desired effect and Biffy relaxed a little. He'd never pestered Greta about the scarf though he was glad that she did wear it now and then and hoped it would reappear when the weather got cool. He'd chosen a print that would be elegant but last more than a season, hoping she would enjoy it more than once.

"It will be lovely on you," he said with gentle confidence. What better thing was there for him to do, Biffy thought, than to help his friends see themselves as he did?

"And if it makes you feel any better, I don't think Randolph Lyall is capable of trifling."

Date: 2017-10-03 04:26 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] modern_alpha
modern_alpha: (Tidied up)
"All part of the job," Biffy said with a note of casual pride. It was why he so enjoyed his title of 'personal shopper.' It gave him rather a measure of influence over someone's style choices, provided they listened, and it gave him the chance to help someone look like the best version of themselves. True, he was no longer styling them with curling tongs but he didn't mind that so much.

Once they were inside, Pawvus presented himself for affection and Kitten came galumphing around the corner before Biffy could even get a warning in. It left her staring at Greta who seemed to be staring back with equal surprise.

"That ah...Greta I don't think I've told you about the Dragonet that arrived for Daine," he admitted. "It was a bit remiss of me but I assure you, she means no harm. If anything, she's more curious than anything else." To the dragon, he said, "Kitten, where are your manners?"

Date: 2017-10-09 01:29 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] modern_alpha
modern_alpha: (Default)
"She's three years old," Biffy said. "Very young indeed." Bending down, Biffy gave the baby dragon an affectionate touch on the chin and then nudged her in the direction of Pawvus, who seemed well-aware that a game of run and chase was soon to follow.

"I'd forgotten that you hadn't met her," he admitted, clearly apologetic.

Date: 2017-10-10 05:47 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] modern_alpha
modern_alpha: (A new cravat and a smile)
"Too clever by half," Biffy said, shaking his head with rueful fondness. "She can whistle open locks." When Daine had moved into the house, Biffy had honestly considered putting some kind of child lock on the cabinets to keep the dragon out of anything important. He had quickly been disabused of the notion of even trying.

"She's very magical, is Kitten, with great potential for a lot more when she grows. So Daine tells me."

Date: 2017-10-18 07:17 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] modern_alpha
modern_alpha: (Tea with Alexia)
"Yet," Biffy agreed, shooting Kitten a look that said she better not try without Daine around. The last thing he needed was to be forced to explain a dragon with a broken wing to someone who could shapeshift into a bear if need be.

"Truthfully I don't know what counts as speedy growth for a dragon. She's the first one I've ever met. Go have a seat and I'll make us some tea. If you wish, you could wait until Daine returns too."

Date: 2017-10-31 04:22 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] modern_alpha
modern_alpha: (Tea with Alexia)
Biffy gave Kitten a look that was equal parts paternal and remonstrative and, he knew, wholly ineffective. Kitten was terribly polite and respectful of the home she shared but he was not her parent and expected that the dragon thought herself only answerable to Daine, which was fair and true enough.

"I don't know. I could send a message but there's no knowing if her phone is with her. Shape shifters, you know?" he said, smiling knowingly. Poor Greta did know indeed, having first encountered Biffy that way.

"But feel free to stay the evening. If it gets dark, I can escort you back." His eyes twinkled. "Or even give you a ride."

Date: 2017-09-29 12:58 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] on_mans_road
on_mans_road: (bright eyes)
"Greta."

Her voice was soft and low, gentle, and Amalthea stood there was if she had always been there, on the path before the house, her head tipped and her large eyes taking in the entire scene. She had a shawl wrapped around her shoulders and she regarded the empty house.

People had lived here. She had never really gotten to know them, but she knew they had - she passed by often on her way to and from the farmhouse where she lived.

"Are they gone?"

Date: 2017-09-29 01:19 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] on_mans_road
on_mans_road: (hair in wind)
"I'm sorry," she said gently. She had not had anyone disappear on her yet, but she knew that it was possible.

Greta had been through so much already. This seemed unfair. And it seemed strange for her to think of anything as unfair.

Amalthea slipped closer, standing next to Greta as she looked up at the house.

"Would you like company?" she asked. "Do you need to walk through it?"

Date: 2017-09-29 01:54 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] on_mans_road
on_mans_road: (wistful profile)
Amalthea watched her, then after a moment she held out her hand.

"Let's go somewhere else," she said. "The house will still be here, and you have the keys." There was no need for Greta to go through it now, if it was too much. "Walk home with me, or-- or we can go somewhere else."

She wasn't entirely sure where to suggest, but anywhere but here might suffice.

Date: 2017-09-29 02:53 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] on_mans_road
on_mans_road: (Default)
"Alright," she agreed easily. There was something strange happening, far on the edges of her notice, but she would not turn down the chance to visit that forest, even so. Perhaps she might understand it better if she spent more time there.

Amalthea changed course easily, following a familiar but unworn path toward the forest. She kept her hold on Greta's hand.

Date: 2017-10-02 03:48 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] on_mans_road
on_mans_road: (unicorn)
"We are," she assured. She could feel the shiver of the forest ahead of her and she slowly released Greta's hand so that she could start shedding clothes. She had never quite determined if they would come back with her if she transformed while wearing them, and the last thing she wanted now was to find herself naked, again, with a long walk home.

She left them in a pile and moved forward, her long hair providing some modicum of modest covering. But she didn't need it for long. As soon as she felt Cabeswater she closed her eyes and thought of herself. The change was swift, but even once she was her proper self, the unicorn shivered all over.

Whatever troubled her, she pushed it aside and turned toward Greta, waiting for her.

Date: 2017-10-09 07:31 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] on_mans_road
on_mans_road: (unicorn)
Something felt wrong, and she felt it more in Cabeswater than anywhere else. Like something was looking for her. Tickling the edges of her awareness. But the forest looked normal, smelled normal, sounded normal. She pushed it out of her mind and paid attention to Greta instead.

"It feels like a relief," she admitted. She leaned close and gently nuzzled Greta's cheek. It also felt good to see the woman smile, breaking the sadness that hung around her.

Date: 2017-10-17 01:01 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] on_mans_road
on_mans_road: (unicorn)
"I have been coming less," she confessed. "But it feels good to be like this again." Perhaps she would continue risking it; perhaps it was all in her mind and she just needed to let it go. Greta's gentle touch was comforting, warm against her shoulder.

"Do you stay away from it? Or have you not had the time or inclination?"

Date: 2017-10-26 02:49 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] on_mans_road
on_mans_road: (unicorn)
"No," she assured. "I haven't been forgetting... But there is something." The unicorn turned her head, looking deeper into the forest. Her ears moved as if she heard something beyond a human's knowing.

"It calls sickly to me. I don't know what it is or what it wants, but I hear it most in the forest."

Date: 2017-10-30 03:10 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] on_mans_road
on_mans_road: (unicorn)
A shiver rippled over her at the thought of going to it, of getting near enough to try to heal it.

"No," she answered. "If I went near enough, it would try to grab hold of me and not let go." She was certain of that, more than anything. It was not a weak sickness, but a corruption she felt. And it wanted her.

"It is not... a natural thing. It is not a sick animal or sick tree. It is a darkness."

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